If it haven’t fully sinked in to your understanding yet, let me say the words for you: I am a deeply unhappy person.
Warning: I’m about to rant.
I don’t know if you, or anyone in this case, have been in this phase in life where you just think everything is shit and everyone is shitting you. Or maybe, it’s the other way around. Actually, no it is not. But really, what are you gonna do if you were in my chuck taylors?