Hey dudes and dudettes! 🙂
I have nothing much to say actually. I sort of lost my creativity somewhere near nowhere, and I haven’t had it back YET. Well, I kinda hope I can keep up with this blah-g as often as I think of weird stuff (well, that’s sort of annoying, I think about them like every 15 minutes. LOLJK!).
Well basically, my endless rants against life triggered the beginning of this CRAP-t (I can’t say this is a CRAFT, since I have this feeling I’d be talking about the difference of crap and holy crap here. LOL!) Seriously, I just need some space to inhale and outhale (uh, I mean, exhale. hehe.). As of typing time, I have lots of issues in life to deal with, and I don’t feel like doing anything to sort them out as of now. Frankly, all I have ever done is talk and talk and talk with everything that I got this feeling that my friends are already getting tired of me being the always-bummed-never-calmed gal. Right now, I just don’t feel like talking about anything going on with me. I am sick of me being like that. Also, there are certain things that you just can’t tell anyone, not because you don’t want to, but because you just can’t ’cause you know they will never understand. They will just not realize that I have to change not just because I want to, but mainly because this generation has trapped me in a swirl of expectations set too high — and there are a lot of it: the thoughts of fitting in, the urge of being perfect just to be good enough, blah-blah-blah.
So yea, that’s basically it. If you have anything to say, topic requests, even if you think it’s that insensible, just drop me a mail at firstname.lastname@example.org 🙂